Happy Birthday

I want to say I love you on your birthday,

Though love is something you don't want from me.

Things didn't go so well when I last said it,

And so I'll keep it silent in my heart.

But how the words reverberate within me!

A song that I must struggle not to sing,

A music I must dance to without motion,

A poem that I must never read aloud.

Your wishes are a wall I would not scale,

Yet won't abandon, loathe to leave behind.

I cannot have, and cannot bear to lose you,

And so I send you this in my despair.

Happy birthday, to whoever celebrate their birthday today.

may your wish come true.

though i cannot say this in person,

i really hope you'll excel in every things you do.

i really do.

and i hope, someday, when somebody mention my name,

you would say, "hey, that's my friend."

YYY HAPPY BIRTHDAY... YYY