not mad but PISSED!

ko bejalan tampat rumah urang, memanyap2 kah ko jua? arah urg kawin apa ah, ikut jua ko memanyap? inda jua. lari jua ko balik lapas makan. macam nyamuk. sekali aku datang rumahmu, ko expect aku kan memanyap2? kira tetamu jua ku tu. buleh? mun ku memanyap pun, atu namanya TOLONG wah babi. selalunya, beterima kasih pun ko inda wah mun ku TOLONG. mun rasanya inda cukup tangan kan memanyap2, jangan buat makan2 dirumah. sial wah. ngapa inda pandai pikir tu kan?

semua yg ko cakap, aku ikut. semua ko suruh, aku awu2 saja. ani, pasal satu hal, ko uwar2kan arah urg, aku inda baik, inda merati diajar. sial jua mulutmu. anak urang tah ko cakapi, anakmu? yg bejalan, balik tangah malam ah? God knows apa yg ia buat diluar. menyundal sama laki urg ka ia, mana ko tau. andang ko inda mau urg tau jua wah. tapi brunei ani damit yaw. sooner or later, kejumpahan jua kami tu anak dara mu menyundal ah. entah dara ka inda jua tu. cara pemakaianku inda macam bini2 sopan.. banartahhhhh, anakmu sopan kaliii?? pakai skirt pendek time bjalan, bini2 asli eh. ko ucap aku malas keraja dirumah, eh babi, betanya jua kuu. tinggal serumah ka ko sama aku? rasaku inda. tau jua ko aku malas? anak urg ko kata "dapan urg saja rajin". kan keraja dapan kau, ko ucap cematu. abis CEMANA TAHHHHH? cubatah ajar ku deh. telampau wah. talor mu atu wah, karas udah. payah.

kenapa kan urg mesti ikut cakapmu? kenapa ko mesti bejalan arah rumah urg, ngumpat pasal hal anak urg? cuba ko cerita pasal anakmu sendiri. anak mu yg tua ah, betian sebelum kawin. anakmu yg kedua menyundal sama laki urg. anakmu yg ketiga, ah entah. andang sundal jua. atu kan ko judge anak urg? anakmu sendiri, hancur.

peduli apa ko aku malas, inda pandai keraja, gauk. banar, PEDULI APA KO? bukan ko jaga aku pun! bukan ku serumah sama kau! bukan ko membari makan aku. talor atu jangan diasuh. ani, dari muda udah mengasuh talor, nah kan, bila tua, buduh pulang jadinya. peduli ku eh ketulahan ka apa. ngaleh udahku jadi anak baik saja. bukan ko bagi piala pun. mamaku tau aku cemana. ko jangantah gagau. diam ja ko. asuh anakmu ah. jangan suruh menyundal.

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I'm not mad. I'm PISSED! pardon my language.

HIDEENI

Pet Society has a new character hiding around the town. I like his name ALOT. 

guys, meet

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HIDEENI

Hideeni. LOL.

Hideeni's story:

He's a refugee. Pet Society is giving reward to anybody who found him. Why is he a refugee? 

He's BLACK! There's no way a pet can be black, UNLESS they HACK. Thus making Hideeni a hacker. Playfish hates hackers so there.

Wait, what is he wearing? 

Oh my GOD! Is that a chicken suit? Yes it is indeed! Hideeni is trying to disguise as a chicken, for he thought people will think he is really a chicken. But it happened the other way around. His suit are actually drawing more attention! 

Not only is he a hacker, he is a possible thief/robber too. Someone has reported that she found Hideeni lurking IN her house. 

Be very careful, neighbours. 

Going Crazy

hope this maintenance will fix my problem; PET SOCIETY!!

I can't enter PS for two weeks now! I DON'T WANT TO MISS THE HALLOWEEN ITEMSSSSS!! asked Ryuki and Crow about this but seems like they don't know the solution too. 

I'm using Opera, IE7, Mozilla Firefox 3.0, Java 1.6 and flash 10. 

I've deleted more than 50 PS friends.

I've removed and installed flash player and browsers.

Tried changing my facebook password.

Requested support from Playfish but all they did is copy the not-helping FAQs on their website and email it to me.

STILL, TO NO AVAIL.

I'm going crazy!  

Plus, Manchester United lost. But that's okay. Nonetheless, I'm still a proud supporter of MU. Always have, and always will. Vidic was given a valentine card. Poor Vidic.. 

and this pain in my stomach is killing me!! 3 days of consuming the same pills and porridges. It's hell. 

and I've added some things in my wishlist. Those include:

(not pirated) True Blood season 2.

(not pirated) Psych Season 3 (though I've finished watching it)

(not pirated) Generation Kill (finished too. Just want to add it to my collection. AND DAMN I LOVE ALEX!! Alex is in there, starring as Brad "Iceman" Colbert. And love Lt Nate Fick. And Trombley. And Ray. and Scribe. And godfather's voice. very cute.  LOL)

(books) Southern Vampires Mysteries (I don't understand how these books work. I mean,  there are short stories, novels and all that. It's a series of 30-40 pages, so it can't be called novels, right? I'm certain about one thing though. It's book version of True Blood. I don't care. I love Eric. And those vampires who have fangs, not-shimmering, sleep-during-daylight and do-not-play-baseball are just so adorable.)

updated:

according to the mods, there is currently a nonscheduled maintenance going on.  Some of the PS fellas can't save too. In short, they're encountering problems with PS. Pray with me, after this maintenance, I will be able to log in to my PS.

Awesome assesment

I was bored so I dug in my chat logs.

Last month, I was having a bad day and so this was the conversation between me and Jeremy.

Jeremy: i think the afterlife song really fits you!

Me: how so?

Jeremy: see. Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway.

Me: andddd??

Jeremy: "Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen." you said you've always wanted to enroll to that uni, right. its like a dream come true. then "so unsure what it seems, cos we've been waiting for you." you not sure you want this. but sure you wait for this opportunity long time.

Me: lol. go on..

Jeremy: "fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway." then you said being there is sickening cos you're tired and all that. but somehow you endure all that.

Me: *an annoying emoticon.*
honestly, I'm not paying attention to him. I was busy with my game. XD

Jeremy: "I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right. such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be, arrived too early" you wanted to quit alr, you don't believe yourself actually there, its too early. "And when I think of all the places I just don't belong, I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far" you felt that you don't belong there, with all the friends, all the dramas, you just can't stand it.

Me: dramas. gagagagagaga. true whatt..

Jeremy: yalorhhh.. then finally, "I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife, ’cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here" you've made up your mind. you want to quit.

Jeremy: A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain, can leave this place but refrain" the uni sure gonna give you future and if you look deeply, it's not pain actually. you got real lazy. that's explained. but you leave anyway.

Me: woah, real lazy. fuck you. that's.. as if you understand me.

Jeremy: tell me if I don't then. "this peace on earth's not right, no pain or sign of time, so out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign, I've made up my mind" you don't feel right. so you've been thinking of this. so you failed that test purposely. I know you actually can pass it but you won't.

Me: you really have faith in me. I hate maths!

Jeremy: yes indeed. but you one brilliant girl, you pass the first maths test. you scored 67%. that first test is done without any extra courses, right? but you got that. there's no way you could've failed the second test that pretty much the same question as the first test, unless you did it on purpose. you knew that if you passed the test, you would officially become a uni student, and you have no way to quit wihout having to pay back.

Me: awesome job assessing. lol. hey, you finished the queen of no marriage yet?

Jeremy: =_= see, in hostel there's no tv. you worried about missing an episode in tv. you told me!!

Me: yeahh. hahahahaah funny how I quit the uni for tv.

jeremy: and this; "gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye, please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life" you told me about the guy who wished you to stay there, right? when he said that, you have your mind set alr. poor guy.

Me: yeah. sad when thinking about him..


I chose to left uni life and I miss no one, but him. He's the only one who told me that he doesn't want me to fail. The only one who care. The only one I think is genuinely wishing me luck.

Syukri.

If he reads this, I just want to say I am so sorry but Jeremy's right. I hate to be in the middle of a cold war. I'm tired of it and I don't want to be involved. I don't want people to misunderstand me that way so best way I could think of is to disappear. I'm sorry that you have to sit the English class without an opponent. You know we both always have the highest score in English and always be the first to finish the task. I miss that. So I guess, this is it. A proper goodbye.

Da Ren Wu a.k.a Big Shot.

Finally, I finished watching Da Ren Wu.

Nicholas is handsome, as always.

I love the rain scene between Nic and Xinjie.

Nic is severely hurt. He tried to run from Xin Jie.

Nic: Go away. I don't need your sympathy.
Xin Jie: No, I won't run. You're my husband. How can I not care about you?
Nic: I am NOT your husband!

*Nic tried to run but he fell*

Nic: See, I can't even raise my own hand. I'm only a pathetic handicapped.
Xin Jie: You're handicapped, is it?

*Xin Jie took a piece of wood*

Xin Jie: Well, let's be handicapped together.

*Nic looks up and Xin Jie hits her arm*

Nic: BU YAOOOOOOOO..... NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Xin Jie wanted to hit her leg but Nic crawled and hug her legs.

Awwwwwwwww... the way Nic screams "bu yao" is soo sexyyyyyy! His every movements are sexy. He's so man! Even shuai ge Daniel Wu cannot beat his sexiness.

I'm damn bored actually. Pet Society does not load. Since morning. It's Haloween Week Special, damn it! I'm enragedddddd!

Damn bored. Will dig my DVD collection and see what I can find. *sigh. I'm lifeless.

To everyone who sits for their exams, good luck.

Job Vacancy

HIRING.

Position: Boyfriend

Job Description:

To analyze, document (if needed) and propose solutions for better living condition or relationship between two parties and to prepare reports for management on the feasibility and success rate of each individual projects.

Key responsibility:

• To maintain my pet society,
• To visit my friends' pets so that i can have more coins every weekends.
• To provide company at times needed
  
• To remain patience when thrown tantrums at.

Key Skills and Traits Required:

• Minimum of 4 passes at GCE O'Levels. Higher qualification is an added bonus.
• Must be creative and able to work on tight schedule.
• Possess own laptop or PC and have access to Internet.
• Experience using Adobe Photoshop, Internet Explorer, Mozilla Firefox, Safari and Opera. Knowledge in HTML, CSS, xHTML, javaScript is an added bonus.
  
• Willing to work at under pressure.
• Fresh graduates are free to apply. You will be provide courses.
  

Interested candidates are required to tag in the cbox on the right or submit your resume to, stating complete academic qualification, and a curriculum vitae to the following address:

han30391@hotmail.com

There is no need to send a passport-sized photo and DO NOT add me in your MSN. Only short-listed candidates will be notified.

p/s: this is a serious vacancy. You may need too change the job position though.

Just My 2 Cents.

Logged in to Jeremy's email. and saw his thesis.

I was like, okayy wow.. His English is really something.

If you have read his blog, you wouldn't believe that the thesis was written by him. Seriously.

I mean, in his blog, he's like someone who doesn't know what the heck is grammar and probably have never even heard about it. In his thesis, he's like a different person - like a professor or something.

There's my point.

Most Singaporean don't really care of how they write or speak English among themselves, they don't give a damn if their grammar are craps. They don't care, as long as the second party understands what they mean.

On the contrary, we Bruneian speak fluent English. We brag about it. We speak English among ourselves. Whoever can't understand English considered as "lower class". In some blog, Bruneian people tend to care about grammar. It's blog, for god's sake. Nobody will assess you, why do you care so much? No marks given. Some of us may have a big fat dictionary beside them as they write a new blog entry. What for?

We learn English and even forced to master it, don't we? Yet none of the English native speakers are force to learn Malay. Why do we learn English? To look good? Why can't we be proud of our own language? Why can't we just use it? Or, why English? Why not Spanish or other language?

We often stereotype people who can't write or speak well as stupid. No they aren't. Not all, at least. They just don't brag about their cleverness. Not like us, Bruneian. Don't deny it, because deep down in your heart, you know it's true.

Solitary

helo. did anyone miss me already?

rhetorical question. the answer is no. sorry to "privatizing" my blog. well, no one cares~

GAHHHH!!

I am so in solitary phase of life. This is not good.

DAMN!

Life is so boring.

sweet torments.

me jealous, thank you ! !
me want to kill someone ! !

but then,
who am I to whine?
who am I to curse?
who am I to stop anyone from falling head over heels to him?

despite years and months worshipping him from afar, I still am NOBODY.

NOBODY !

it hurts me to say the word but it's fact.

say if I give the woman a title bitch, just for liking him, what made me different from her? NOTHING. NADA. ZILCH.

she's too, like me, wanting a cold statue. she probably had spoken to him, which makes me look even more pathetic.


stop saying that i'm just gonna hurt myself more. do I look too dumb to think?

I chose this way of life, I chose the torments over the chances of escaping, and so I will endure the pains, to the very last drop of my blood.

the bursting bubbles..

Changing my skin to a little bit hyper happy skin.

I'm done with all the gloomy, misery, depression state.

Whatever I do won't change his superly genius mind. So back to square one. Stay put and do nothing. It's the best I could do without hurting me, or anyone else. You know, all your emotions will affect people around you. So, for the sake of people around me, I'll stay under the radar. I could still love him and be happy, right? Yeah.

Listen to Papparazi song by Lady Gaga, or you can merely read the lyric if you hate her.
**(I don't hate her but I slightly dislike her. Can somebody give this woman pants? Her butt is distracting! Please pay her more, people. I think she doesn't have enough money to buy even one decent cloth.)**

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I'm your biggest fan

I'll follow you until you love me

Baby there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be your-

Promise I'll be kind

But I won't stop until that boy is mine

Baby you'll be famous

Chase you down until you love me

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yes, about the skin. Fion is AWESOMEEEEE!!

disgraceful!

As much as I love *crazy, to be exact* orange, seeing a GUY wearing it made me want to stab myself, right to the heart!! I was like,

"you're a guy for fuck sake!! Please dress like one!"

and slap him off the table!

I mean, seriously, ORANGE is an enchanting color, but dressing fully in orange isn't very charming. In fact, it's extremely, awfully, freakingly HIDEOUS!

It's acceptable if the t-shirt is orange.. I can still breathe.. However, together with an ORANGE TRACKSUIT?! Give me a break. Take off that outfit, you dumbwit. You're a disgrace to orange!

SHAME ON YOU!!