Sunday, August 22, 2010

Summer's Desire Soundtrack

我記得我愛過 - 何潤東
Wo Ji De Wo Ai Guo - Ho Yun Tung
I remembered I have Loved - Peter Ho



電臺有人點播
dian tai you ren dian bo

播我記得我愛過
bo wo ji de wo ai guo

後視鏡裡的我 沉默話不多
hou shi jing li de wo chen mo hua bu duo

目送你下車 上樓
mu song ni xia che shang lou

緊握的蕾絲漂泊
jin wo de lei xi piao bo

你的臉一閃而過
ni de lian yi shan er guo

知道一些線索
zhi dao yi xie xian suo

在這個時刻 我忍住沒有問出口
zai zhe ge shi ke wo ren zhu mei you wen chu gou



我記得我愛過
wo ji de wo ai guo

要不回那些快樂
yao bu hui na xie kuai le

怕情緒失控著
pa qing xu shi kong zhe

怕我淚流成河
pa wo lei liu cheng he

怕你所有些事勉強不得
pa ni suo you xie shi mian qiang bu de


我記得我愛過 也懂了
wo ji de wo ai guo ye dong le

你感情上的轉折
ni gan qing shang de zhuan zhe

淚濕透了紙鶴
lei shi tou le zhi he

愛斑白了顏色
ai ban bo le yan se

而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
er wo de xin bei si lie ban la che

已經難以癒合
yi jing nan yi yu he



你說只是朋友
ni shuo zhi shi peng you

我配合的很難過
wo pei he de hen nan guo

你眼神在閃躲
ni yan shen zai shan duo

在這個時刻
zai zhe ge shi ke

還有什麼你 沒說
hai you shen me ni mei shuo

你低頭擦指甲油
ni di tou ca zhi jia you

數著櫻花有幾朵
shu zhe ying hua you ji duo

畫面感很溫柔
hua mian gan hen wen rou

我卻心算著
wo que xin shuan zhe

你幾次沉默 冰冷對我
ni ji ci chen mo bing leng dui wo



我記得我恨過 也瘋了
wo ji de wo hen guo ye feng le

開始自言自語著
kai she zi yan zi yu zhe

淚濕透了紙鶴
lei shi tou le zhi he

愛斑白了顏色
ai ban bo le yan se

而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
er wo de xin bei si lie ban la che


已經難以癒合
yi jing nan yi yu he


黑貓與牛奶 - 黄晓明
Hei Mao Yu Niu Nai - Huang Xiao Ming
Black Cat and Milk



小黑猫是一只流浪的猫
Xiao hei mao shi yi zhi liu lang de mao

它没有喝过幸福的牛奶
Ta mei you he guo xing fu de niu nai

刮风下雨的夜晚
Gua feng xia yu de ye wan

小黑猫只能吃着垃圾堆里发臭的菜
Xiao hei mao zhi neng chi zhao la ji dui li fa chou de cai


小男孩就是一个小男孩
Xiao nan hai jiu shi yi ge xiao nan hai

没有过去也没有未来
Mei you guo qu ye mei you wei lai

刮风下雨的夜晚
Gua geng xia yu de ye wan

小男孩只能不知所措望着恐惧发呆
Xiao nan hai zhi neng bu shi suo cuo wang zhao kong ju fa dai


在一个樱花盛开 晚风徐徐的夜晚
Zai yi ge ying hua sheng kai wan feng xu xu de ye wan

小黑猫遇上了小男孩
Xiao hei mao yu shang le xiao nan hai

小男孩给了它一碗温温的牛奶
Xiao nan hai gei le ta yi wan wen wen de niu nai

在一个樱花盛开 晚风徐徐的夜晚
Zai yi ge ying hua sheng kai wan feng xu xu de ye wan

小黑猫遇上了小男孩
Xiao hei mao yu shang le xiao nan hai

小男孩给了小黑猫温温的牛奶
Xiao nan hai gei le xiao hei mao wen wen de niu nai

从此他们懂了爱
Cong ci ta men dong le ai

从此他们懂了爱
Cong ci ta men dong le ai


泡沫美人鱼 - 大S
Pao Mo Mei Run Yu - Da S
Bubble Mermaid - Barbie Hsu



遙遠的童話裡 有條小小美人魚
Yao yuan de tong hua li you tiao xiao xiao mei ren yu

常嚮往海面上的世界 多神秘
Chang xiang wang hai mian shang de shi jie duo shen mi

就像和你相遇 才明白這才叫愛情
Jiu xiang he ni xiang yu cai ming bai zhe cai jiao ai qíng

你的笑容滿滿包圍著我的心
Nǐ de xiao rong man man bao wei zhe wo de xin

當幸福來臨 我離開海底
Dang xing fu lai lín wo li kai hai di

沿途追風下雨 是我不悔的決定
Yan tu zhui feng xia yu shì wo bu hui de jue dìng

太美麗的愛情 讓人措手不及
Tai mei lì de ai qíng rang ren cuo shou bu jí

我的愛才放晴 你遠遠離去
Wo de ai cai fang qing nǐ yuan yuan lí qu

太勇敢的愛情 為你流血的心
Tai yong gan de ai qíng wei nǐ liu xue de xin

愛像泡沫沉入海底
ai xiang pao mo chen ru hai dǐ

多幸運 遇見你 就算一秒的愛情
Duo xìng yun yu jian nǐ jiu suan yi miao de ai qíng

曾閃閃發亮 也讓我永遠難忘記
Ceng shan shan fa liang ye rang wo yong yuan nan wang jì

你的笑容滿滿包圍著我的心
Ni de xiao rong man man bao wei zhe wo de xin




How do I say this without making myself looking like a total freak? I can't read Chinese. I've tried, years ago. To this day, the outcome is still disastrous. Oddly enough, I can hear them clearly. You know, some Chinese words sounded similar, but their meaning is different. Not for me, they aren't. I can magically differentiate those words, pronunciations or whatever. I understand them perfectly even. I just can't explain them in proper sentences. Ugh.

And for the record, I love the scene where Huang Xiao Ming went to the stage to help Barbie and his brother finish their song. I've replayed it hundredth times already and I still can't get enough. Damn his voice.

I want to reserve this until the final episode, but damn it. I hope she ends up with him. He is her knight in shining armor, against her bastard of a boyfriend. I don't care if she loved her boyfriend for 5 years. All I know is that the one who comes out when she has problems is Luo Xi, not Ou Chen, her boyfriend. Granted, he helped her, but it was either with his wealth or influences. He's never been there flesh and bones, supporting her emotionally. That's what love is about, right? To be there with your partner, not just physically, but also mentally. Unless of course, your partner is after your money.

p/s: These three songs are my personal favorite. I don't like the ending song. ^^,

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Summer's Desire



Summer's Desire



Starring: Huang Xiao Ming ..as.. Luo Xi


I am so on Team Luo Xi.

He is sweet albeit a bit emo. His mom abandoned him on an amusement park when he was little, so he has issues. Traumatized is more like it. But he worked hard to look tough and carefree. He only revealed his true self to Xia Mo because he strongly believes that he and Xia Mo are of the same world - lonely and miserable. He truly loves Xia Mo. He was actually there, flesh and bones, whenever Xia Mo needed help. Plus, his sexy smirks kill me on the spot. He's pretty in every angles. ^^,

I hate Ou Chen. He's high-handed! He made all decisions without asking her opinion, claiming that they were for her best interests. He's cold, even to Xia Mo. That shows that he doesn't trust her like Luo Xi did. Sure he helped her when the need arises, but like I said, he made the decision himself. He would order his minions to resolve Xia Mo's problems. He made Xia Mo feels like she has no choice. He'd use his wealth and connection to force people to comply to his wishes. He was Xia Mo's past. Even then, Luo Xi had managed to infiltrate Xia Mo's barrier with his attentiveness, which Ou Chen did not have.

I'm afraid to continue watching, really. I don't want Xia Mo to end up with that bastard Ou Chen. He's this type of guy who take his girl for granted. What, Xia mo loves him so he doesn't have to put more effort is it? If she fall for another guy, then she betrays him is it? Fuck off.

I WANT XIA MO AND LUO XI!!







Friday, August 06, 2010

Muster some audacity now.

Someone asked me this once:

Why do you like quiet guys? Aren’t they boring? What do you even talk about with each other?

No. The way I see it, there are two different types of quiet guys.

Type one, The Obtuse.

This type, they keep their mouths shut, just about anywhere and anytime. No matter what you say to them, or tell them to do, they just submit obediently. Don’t get me wrong, it’s nice to have people like that, if you’re looking for a slave that is. They don’t talk at all, and their silence is an awkward silence. Nobody likes awkward! When I tell them as such, magically, they talk, joke, whatever. Thing is, when you try so hard, you look like an idiot. When they talk, their chosen topics are pretty much mundane. Might as well talk about worlds politic. When they joke, bleah! When something that’s not funny, not even remotely, does it count as a joke?

Type two, The Enigma.

This type is the one I’m willing to die for. They’re usually quiet, they don’t talk much, but when they do, they know what they’re talking about. When you teased them, they know exactly how to retort. They don’t talk to everybody but when they talk to you, it makes you feel wanted. It’s nice. They don’t make stupid jokes just to make you laugh. Believe me, you need very good jokes just to make me chuckle and a damn better one to make me laugh. This type, they know just what to talk at the right moment. Their silence is a comfortable silence. Everyone needs to be comfortable.

Same goes with shy guys. I’m interested in them merely because I don’t share well. I’m awfully possessive. Shy guys tend to brush off any attempt to approach them and they evade unwanted attentions. That’s one thing less I need to worry about. I’m insecure, self-centered and possessive. Seriously, I feel sorry for anyone who wants to be my boyfriend.

I don’t like to be tailed 24/7. I hate to feel obligated to report what I’ve been doing, what I’d done. I don’t answer to anyone. If you want to know about my days, ask nicely. I’d be happy to tell you. Don’t make me think that you demand it out of me. It pisses me off more than anything. I don’t make it a habit to explain myself to anyone and sure as hell won't start anytime soon.

One thing I hate the most is that, you tell me that you really like me, but your actions speak otherwise. Such contradictions disgust me.

AFIQ AMALI.
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!

I’d never thought you would be just like my ex. I had expected you to be better than that. I mean, come on! You told me that you LIKE me, and then just *poof*. Gone. With no trace. If you have the guts to tell me that you love me and will wait for me, where did your courage to tell me that you want to cease our connection go now? Huh? I don’t mind if that’s the case. I know I deserve that much. But don’t desert me. I hate it. For years, you stood by me. You saw me fell, and you were right there when I rose again. You watched me crumbled before your eyes. I’m sorry I got used to your presence. I won’t do it again.

You used to call me for a minimum of five minutes every night, and sent me at least a text everyday. Where's your five minutes now? What is it that makes you so preoccupied? I can’t believe you’re just like him. You claimed to love me but you’re abandoning me. That’s too much. Even for me.

Thank you for your time.