Thursday, November 26, 2009

two parts of me

This part of me is furious.

Have this one friend, just broke up with his girl. Then he said in his facebook’s status,
“How do you feel if you found out that someone likes your ex, whom you still have feelings for? This question didn’t mean anything, just asking for opinion.”

Then his cousin was like,
“if that girl isn’t a bitch, no one would ever like her.”

You know what I think? Immature. Everybody in his friend list knew that he just broke up with a girl. Only a dim-witted would fail to see his target.

He clearly mentioned that she was an EX, why the hell would he cares about who likes that girl anymore? If he still has feelings for her, why not try to win her back instead of scorning her? Fucking stupid. I wonder where they learned that method.

I have some mutual friends with this guy and I have to admit, they are all stupid. They are disdainful. Only two of them are bright. Then about this cousin, she’s really a witch. She had once made my friend fought with her guy (which is a mutual friend) too. I don’t understand why they hang out with her. What do they saw in her? I don’t blame the tomboy part because some of my friends are too, even her two sisters, but they are not as wicked as her. Stupid. What’s with “if the girl isn’t a bitch, no one would ever like her” thing? Ridiculous. Your mum has to be a bitch first so that your dad likes her lah? Besides, I don’t see any problem if someone likes her. She is his ex, what they had before is history already! She is also in no control over who will like her and who won’t.

And this wicked witch offended me too! Well it was me who brought up my ex’s name but that was merely intended to be an example. Her reply? FUCKINGLY IRRITATING!

I don’t get why they have to stick their nose in others’ problem. I know he is their cousin, I get the point, we all get it. But whatever happens between him and his girl (or ex, for that matter) is unquestionably NOT their business. I get it if they counsel him to put his mind off that girl for she is not his anymore, but I could not tolerate if they speak ill of her. bitches.



xxxxx


this part is not for anyone who haven’t seen True Blood ‘cos I will likely bore you to death.

I have finished reading superb books, Dead Until Dark and Living Dead In Dallas. Now I’m moving on to Club Dead. Extra info, Dead Until Dark is a book version of HBO’s True Blood season one and Living Dead In Dallas is season two. I’m excited!! Here we go!

There are lots of changes made in the HBO version, which I will now refer as “the series”. Big alteration is that Tara Thornton was not that close to Sookie as they played in the movie. She wasn’t even introduced in Book 1. Instead, Arlene is much closer. Arlene was mentioned many times and kind of played a big role in Sookie’s everyday life.

The book indicated that Bill and Sookie had their very first intimate moment in Sookie’s house when Bill came to comfort her and combed her hair. Sookie didn’t run to Bill’s house like they portrayed in the series.

Contrary to the series, Jason was the one who notified Sookie about the murder of their great-uncle. Sookie and Bill fought about this and Sookie said,
“it’s like dating a godfather, Bill. I’m scared to say anything around you now. I’m not used to my problems being solved that way (killing)”. Bill plainly replied, “I love you.” and that was HOTTTTT.

Is it just me who hadn’t pay enough attention or is it that Monroe is only mentioned in the book? Where the hell is Monroe?

And who is Chalsie? I didn’t remember any waitress at Merlotte’s other than Sookie, Tara, Arlene and poor Amy.

This is my favorite moment: when Bill came to Sookie’s house, Sookie had a very bad temper. She accidentally snapped at Bill, who had no idea what provoked such rage. Bill yet asked, gently and loving,
“have I done something to you?”
Bill is too good to be called a blood-sucker. *sigh*

When Eric summoned Bill and Sookie to investigate the embezzle problem, Longshadow didn’t glamor Ginger at the spot and certainly didn’t jump to attack Sookie. Instead, eric asked another waitress named Belinda (wasn’t in the series) who Ginger had been seeing. When Belinda pictured Longshadow in her mind, then the latter jumped to attack which forced ERIC to stake him. it was ERIC who killed Longshadow, not Bill.

Jason likes to make tapes. Again, different from the movie, Jason was furious when he found out that Maudette Pickens taped their “time together”.

Sookie fought with Rene and was sent to hospital. Bill was in New Orleans when Sookie got hurt. Eric was there, he even sent Sookie flowers!!

I don’t think this is a difference but I remembered Sookie’s remarks when she first entered Fangtasia. She said there were many posters of vampire movies. Maybe someday Eric would consider displaying Twilight. That was meant to be an insult. Sorry!

Moving on to Living Dead in Dallas. This one, I think, has major changes.

First off, LAFAYETTE WAS DEAD! He was the corpse they found in Andy Bellefleur’s car. What a waste.

In relation that it wasn’t Bill who killed Longshadow, Jessica was not made vampire. She didn’t exist in the book.

So when Sookie was scratched by a maenad, Bill and her was on their way to Fangtasia, on Eric’s command. Sookie was actually having a conversation with maenad. Different from the series, Sookie and Bill fought because Sookie undermined his power by taking Jessica to her family. Sookie ran from the maenad and got her back scratched. In the book, Sookie was supposed to be a message to Eric therefore Eric knew the creature who hurt Sookie was a maenad.

Bill showed his jealousy over Sookie’s attention to Sam and showed it again when he told Sookie that he hated to see Sookie in Eric’s shirt. (SWEEEEET!)

While searching for the missing vampire, Sookie gets to interrogate some humans, workers from bar where the missing vampire last been seen. That bar owned by the Sheriff, who shockingly named Stan. Godric, or Godfrey was the one who’s responsible for Farrell, the missing vampire’s abduction.

Sookie met another shifter in the Fellowship of the Sun’s church. Lots had been changed in the series about escaping from the FOTS.

And at the end of the book, it revealed that Andy Bellefleur was Bill’s great-great-great-great grandson.

They did not kill the maenad!!

xxxxx

What I like about this book is that I get to read Eric’s parts. Eric is awesomely amusing!

I LOVE ERIC

Sunday, November 22, 2009

nonsense.

no notes to be memorized, no friends to talk to, no boyfriend to call, no new book to be evaluated. no pet society to amuse me. nothing.

though i am at liberty to watch tv til the plug burns of overheated, sleep at 2pm, wake up at 8, i still feel useless. sure this is a *world* paradise, but being in a place where there is no challenge AT ALL for a long time can be pretty tedious.

my life currently is simple like hell. wherever i go, i always have my little black book and my mighty pencil with me. in that book, i wrote everything that popped into my head at that very moment. like for example, when i came across new words, or when i met objects of complaint, i jot it all down. or if i just thought about new quotes. yeah i'm a bit philosophical these days. guess that "heartbroken made a philosopher" turns out to be true.. speaking of which, i'm not exactly heartbroken. it is really more to unrequitted-ish which no one is to blame. *stab myself*

point is, i am darn bored. don't tell me to hang out please. i am so not into that. pointlessly wandering around the mall is a waste of time. i rather sit in my bedroom for hours doodling in photoshop or figure out how c++ and .php work. what's there to see in the mall anyway? bunch of colorful-hairs packaged with hideous-outfits idiots who wants to "enjoy life" or pretend to be cool? nah, i've seen it. what i have to say about that? utterly despicable. poor them mothers who gave birth to these kids.

what, seriously, am i speaking? rubbish-y. what is happening to me? i am madly in love with someone who doesn't know my existence (uh, i am positive that he knew. he just too damn busy to care.), i speak nonsense and crappy english which i don't really care, became meaner and meaner each day and am not sure that "meaner" is even a word, all of the sudden all i've got is laptop, books, and my dvd collections.

kill me.

p/s: in need of new phone. i'm considering both touchscreen and QWERTY keypad. what do you think is better? i want that LG Arena. looks pretty.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Happy Birthday

This was actually supposed to be posted on 8.11. Alas I forgot.


Happy birthday to anybody who celebrated their birthday today.


To someone,


I want to love
Please give me a chance

If I'm wrong, I'll take the responsibility too
Insisting you are the answer
I'm not afraid of being laughed at for being extreme

Believing in my instinct
Stubborn person doesn't complaint tiredness
In love with you, I'll not retreat

I did say
I'm not dodging
I insist on doing this
I don't listen and insist on love
Try my best to love
To make you understand

There is no other road to take
You decide whether you want to be with me
I don't listen, insist on love
Following my feeling with love
Waiting for you to depend on me

Love you especially
Pain is enjoyable too


This is officially the second year. This isn’t just crush, because I know very well that crush would not last long. I know this birthday greeting will not reach you; I just want to celebrate it here. I have nothing else to say other than you will always be in my wish list, until someone come and erase your name.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY.