Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Sample Curriculum Vitae

my sample Curriculum Vitae. atulah, yg kamu selalu kata, "buatkan aku CV" "eh durang minta CV".. yatah tu nama full nya. Curriculum Vitae!

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CURRICULUM VITAE

BASIC INFORMATION

Name: Raihani Bte Md Rosli
AGE: 18
DATE OF BIRTH: 30 March 1991
SEX: female
NATIONALITY: Bruneian
RACE: Malay
MARITAL STATUS: Single
RELIGION: Islam
IC-NO: 01-045xxx

QUALIFICATION

HIGHEST QUALIFICATION

GCE A'LEVEL

NOVEMBER 2008
SYARIAH C
MALAY LANGUAGE E
GEOGRAPHY U

GCE O'LEVEL

JUNE 2008
ENGLISH C5

NOVEMBER 2006
MALAY LITERATURE A2
COMBINE SCIENCE C5
GEOGRAPHY C5
MALAY LANGUAGE B4
ISLAMIC R KNOWLEDGE C5
ART E8
ENGLISH D7
MATHEMATICS D7

ADDITIONAL INFORMATION:

  • I am fluent in HTML, CSS and currently studying PHP, AJAX and SQL.
  • I can operate Microsoft Office well.
  • I am DAMN familiar with Adobe Photoshop, and I wrote all the skin's layout codes in Notepad or Trellian Webpage. I look forward to learn how to use Macromedia Dreamweaver. If you could purchase it for me, I will definitely can operate it within 2 days.
  • I do not talk much so you don't have to worry me talking during working hours.
  • I prefer to work alone but ready to work in a team if required.
  • I am one of the "UBD Hiccup" victims. I hate people who makes mistakes. They seems irresponsible to me. Thus I avoid making mistakes. If I do, I'll try to justify it, or at least, rectify it.
  • PLEASE, IF YOU AREN'T INTERESTED IN HIRING ME, BE HONEST, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TELLING ME I'M TOO YOUNG. READ THIS, I MAYBE YOUNG FOR I FINISHED MY A'LEVELS AT THE AGE OF 17. WHY IS IT SUCH A SIN?WHEN YOU WERE MY AGE, YOU WERE PROBABLY STILL IN A PUPPY LOVE, OR HIDING UNDER YOUR MUM'S BREAST. I FINISHED MY A'LEVELS AT THE EARLY AGE, THAT WOULD SURELY PROVED, LOUD AND CLEAR, THAT I AM MORE CAPABLE OF DOING ANY TASK, WOULDN'T IT? SO JUST SAVE THE CRAP, OKAY? AND DO NOT, EVER, SAY MY QUALIFICATIONS ARE TOO HIGH AND I SHOULD BE FURTHERING MY STUDY YADDA YADDA. FUCK YOU, I DO NOT NEED YOUR SPEAKING-AS-AN-EXPERIENCED-GUY ADVICE. I DAMN KNOW I SHOULD BE STUDYING INSTEAD OF WORKING AT THIS AGE, BUT DUE TO A MESSED UP IN EDUCATION SYSTEM, I AM REJECTED. REJECTED, YOU READ? OF ALL INSTITUTES IN BRUNEI, THERE IS NOT ONE, WHICH I MET THE REQUIREMENTS. JUST SAVE THE CRAP. TELL ME YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED. OKAY?
  • CAN'T YOU SEE I'M TRYING HARD NOT TO BE A PATHETIC JOBLESS WHINER HERE? JUST GIVE ME THE JOB, ASSHOLE. BESIDES, HIS MAJESTY SAID, DON'T BE PICKY. I'M TRYING NOT TO BE PICKY HERE, HELLO? CAN'T YOU COMPANIES BE NOT PICKY?
  • I WANT TO WORK. I HATE BEING JOBLESS. IT MADE MY BRAIN FREEZE. I FEEL STUPID AND STUPIDER EACH DAY.
  • please kindly pardon my French. =)

Yours,

Raihani (or you might want to call me Nes.)


Saturday, July 25, 2009

The Obsession

this isn't a new obsession.
Jane Austen's Sense and Sensibility.
greatest book i've ever read.
Jane Austen's Pride And Prejudice.

Someone recommended this book to me when I was in Form 3.
And because of this book, I kind of have a thing for introverts. The main character in Pride And Prejudice, Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy, or known as Mr Darcy, is a cold, conceited, pompous however wealthy man. He makes a poor impression on strangers, such as the people of Meryton, but is valued by those who know him well.

I borrowed this book from our school library when I was in Form 3, and borrowed it again when I was in Form 5.

MY WISHLIST IS TO ADD THIS BOOK TO MY COLLECTION!
but it's hard to find the book. =(

When Matthew Macfadyen portrayed this character, seriously, he played it well. Beyond words. his expression, his face. Incessantly reminding me of my former classmate, schoolmate. For those who know me, yeah, it's *him*.. the arrogance, the aloofness, narcissism. The eyes, the lips, the eyebrows.
I think, Jane Austen is a perfect artist. She’s a great writer of all time.

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I think I’ve mutated to a despicable monster. Metaphors, my dear readers.
Not physically, it is psychologically, my behavior.
I curse, I mock, I joke just about everything. Not that I’m an angel before, never did something like that, I mean, it’s getting serious. Insanity.

heartache

DAMN HEARTACHE.
i miss him.
i love him.
i long for him.
i want to see him.

you probably notice this entry was posted early in the morning.
i woke up and just realized how i miss him. (though i miss him everyday)

dfj.
both poison and antidote.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

False Hopes.

got email. and phonecalls. TWO PHONECALLS TO BE EXACT, MIND YOU!

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Diploma in Nursing and Diploma in Midwifery - Conditional offer‏

From:
Lisa IMI (
lis_612@hotmail.com)

Dear candidates,

(NAMES ARE DELETED TO PROTECT THE RESPECTED *VICTIMS* )


This is to inform you that you are choosen candidates for Diploma in Nursing / Diploma in midwifery (where applicable). Institute of Medicine, Universiti Brunei Darussalam is offering you a CONDITIONAL OFFER whereby you are required to:

1. pass test (maths and science) conducted by the Universiti (dates will be notify later).
2. you will be required to attend a class lectures for a month (August) and there will be a another test at the end of the month.
3. the result of the second test (end of august) will be a determinant whether you could continue to study the course (diploma in nursing / diploma in midwifery) or not.
4. other conditions (changes) will be inform later.

regards
lisa @ Irmaliza Mohd Irwan
AR
IM, UBD

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NURSING & UBD: None The Wiser
Written by A Puzzled Complainer
Sunday, 19 July 2009 21:04

This is just to share my disappointment. I am a student from one of the 6 forms in Brunei Muara. I applied for nursing on March 2009.

The requirement to become one of them is to have at least 5O'Level- I got more than just 5'O Level and was called for an interviewed on around May. Exactly 1st of July 2009 at around 2PM I received a call from UBD (as we know that now nursing is now part of UBD) saying that I got to sit for another written exam for Science and Math.

I was quite shocked that there was to be another test because last time there was no such a thing as written test for nursing. But that was fine with me. They said that they are going to tell me the date of the test again soon and will call again and I said okay. But today when I got back from school I received another letter also from the UBD but now saying that "DAYANG TIDAK BERJAYA" I am really disappointed about the whole thing.

Who is going to be responsible for this? Is it a mistake? Did I do anything wrong? Which one should I believe? I'll be going to UBD after this long weekend and the Israk Mikraj... Just wait and see.

source: here.

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UBD's Mistake Ruins Student's Future
Written by Hjh Saemah Zulkefli
Tuesday, 21 July 2009 07:16

Bandar Seri Begawan - Due to a mistake made by Universiti Brunei Darussalam (UBD) in its new intake for session 2009/2010, student Dyg Rozy has lost her job. Her mother, Dyg K, told Borneo Bulletin that Dyg Rozy was working as an assistant teacher at one of the private schools for the last nine months with a salary of more than $1,000.

According to her mother, Dyg Rozy received an offer from UBD through phone on July 6 directing her to get her letter dated June 30. The following day on July 7, the new intake was scheduled to attend a briefing at the Chancellor's Hall. During the briefing they were told to attend the orientation on July 26 and to begin their course on August 3.

Dyg Rozy was offered a placement in the Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences and is one of the first intakes through the Higher Education Centralised Admission Systems (HECAS).

Thrilled to be offered the chance to further her studies, Dyg Rozy sent in her resignation letter on July 9. Her family then held a Majlis Doa Kesyukuran the following day.
On July 14, the family again received a phone call from UBD informing them about the mistake and Dyg Rozy was directed to come to UBD on July 16.

According to Dyg K, it was not only her daughter who experienced the misfortune but there were more than 10 other students facing the similar fate.

Dyg Rozy, an A Level student at Sekolah Menengah Sayyidina Ali (SMSA), Kuala Belait, aspires to become a teacher and to continue her studies at UBD is one of her biggest dreams. Now, Dyg Rozy is feeling demotivated.

The excuse given by UBD for the rejection was that a lot of complaints were received against those who did not qualify and chose to decline her admission. This unfortunate event has caused Dyg Rozy refusing to socialise.

"My daughter has withdrawn herself from everyone. She said she is upset and embarrassed to be around her friends and families," said her mother, Dyg K.
Dyg K said that such a mistake should not have happened and yet it has happened several times to many other students.

-- Courtesy of Borneo Bulletin

source: here

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same goes to me. can i sue UBD for giving me false hope? we are not toys, why are we played this way? we have feelings too, and what have we done to deserve such treatments? we, who hoped to continue our studies and sees UBD as number one institution in the country, were completely overjoyed when they informed us that we might have a chance to be part of it. they killed our dreams with such trick. a single GLITCH trashed our trusts. my point is, do not give false hopes. when i told my mum and aunties that i have to sit for science and maths test, they, as nurses and midwives, were very happy. they even had their books out and taught me about human anatomy etc. what will i tell them? it was just a mistake? a joke? as simple as that? they are my lives, my world, my love ones. i don't care about my feelings, broke mine, as you want, but theirs?
and honestly, i don't really bother being rejected, as i'm too YOUNG. i still have plenty times. though i'm too YOUNG to apply for any jobs, my qualifications are TOO HIGH that companies rejected my applications because they're afraid that i'm going to further my study sooner or later thus creating problems for them, and TOO HIGH for some jobs requirements (pretty stupid, trust me, i know), i don't mind. really.
if you can smell sarcasm, kudos.
and i need comfrom. i need a shoulder to cry on. obviously cannot cry on the mate's shoulder because he's too crazy, he made me laugh every now and then. and *probably* smelly.
so i need my baby. ooh baby dfj where the hell are you? i need youuuuuuu.
p/s: i'm afraid getting sued after this. pardon my indiscreet. =)

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Uno

i'm having a great time.
main uno. tapi kan menyuruh durang main, payah. menunggu lagi si myzah minta chips poker. poker lagi lag. sangal menunggu.... =_=


menunggu myzah. ia make-up dulu. sekalinya udah keluar, jadi urang putih. hahaha talor. sian bini2 atu. semua lagi keluar tu kan. hahahaha talor.
buleh ka time chat masa main uno pun cari silap. hahahaha jarih anak ah. time ani, msn inda bebunyi2 lagi. chat saja di meja uno. hahaha

anii pasangan MJ (Myzah Jijan) teamed up. awal2 jijan manang. second round, aku tia. payback. sekalinya tidur tia durang. pukul tiga kan tu. sekalinya aku inda dapat tidur. chat sama si hakim kimms arah status FB. sekalinya aku boring. main game tah saja sampai pagi. kejam bah. tarus2 lagi anak sorang atu keluar tu. inda bagi salam. inda sopan. kata si hakim kimms, lupa belajar adab masa skulah ugama. ahahaha!

kamulah penyeri hidupku. eseh!

eh, cana buleh suka dari msn saja? aku inda pernah catuu. inda pernah jumpa, tapi couple. cana kan tu? bukan pulang aku kan couple sama sikawan. betanya saja...

//speak in Malay, so he won't understand. HAHAHA

(topic here)

did i tell you my that i killed my handphone? accidentally lah. apparently, it hasn't die yet. masuk ICU saja. then okay balik. and i modified it. tweaked, to be exact. GAHAHA.

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BEHOLD..
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TA-DAAA!



it's Hello Kitty tape. i know it looks stupid. it was meant to look stupid. but i'm darn creative right? i am definitely not a fan of Hello Kitty. it's my mum's tape. this HP is damn good. it fell over and over again from a different heights, yet still survived to this day. i threw it to the wall, and it won't give up on me. this HP also has some sentimental values. so i don't want to dump it, unless it really dies on me.

i really want a N95, like Zhan Shi De's HP. in Pi Li MIT. GAH!

i love Aaron!



sorry, wrong images. but hey, i love these guys too. Zacky Vengeance, Synyster Gates, and Johnny Christ.

love Gates more. can't get over him. sigh.

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

//mau belajar bass lagi.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Bothering

Man Dies in Skateboard Accident
June 24, 2009

LANSING - A 36-year old man was killed in a freak skateboard accident after he hit his head on the concrete while attempting a jump.

Paul Maxim was rushed to the hospital after suffering severe head injuries from the fall. Maxim died days after the accident.

Maxim was pronounced brain dead on Saturday and he was taken off life support Sunday.
Reports say that Maxim was trying to do some type of maneuver when he collided with another skateboarder and fell on the ground.


Witnesses say that Maxim was not wearing a helmet at the time of the accident.

source: here


i read this and it hits me hard.
suddenly, i think of him.

is he wearing helmet? is he skating safely? will he end up like that? i know he's a pro (and whatever, i don't care), he should know how to control / reduce the damage (as if), but WHAT IF? can somebody warn him to skate safely? pretty please?



update:



just ended webcam session with fiqah, hafiz's sister.

she insisted.

because she wanted to show off her new polo shirt WHICH I WAS DYING TO ORDER. damn hafiz. =_= kalau aku tejumpa ia, i swear i will kill him!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

bollocks



WHAT THE FUCK?!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Happy Birthday Oxy.




pretty sure i won't be here tomorrow, so i decided to post this now.




Happy ADVANCED birthday To Fellow Red's Army, OXY, the owner of Oxygen-me.. aight? i know the "card" look simple. i made it in like thirty minutes saja since aku kan jalan. and the quality of the image not that good. i forgot to save it in .gif format. i will upload it in .gif or .png format on Facebook, to upgrade the quality of the image. Insya-Allah.
so oxy, may you have a great day.

Another One.

Told abang what happened to me. below are his views of things.

I said,
“he doesn’t want me to be near him. I think lah.”

Abang said,
“If he refused to be your guy, or even friend, its his lost. I don’t see anything wrong in you; you’re the most wonderful girl, you’re my sister. He’s blind, he doesn’t know you . ”

I said,
“there, that’s the problem. I am your sister, that’s why you said all those things about me. he, on the other hand, is not. He saw my flaws, and it might freak the hell out of him. Sis Keena said I’m creepy.”

Abang said,
“you accept his flaws and yours FREAKING HIM OUT? What the hell? I want to meet this guy, really. And what’s creepy about you? did you stalk him dengan camera? I don’t see why he should think you’re creepy. Did you try to overdose yourself and make a suicide note? I think, still okay jua. ”

I said,
“You think he’s eccentric, thus seeing it as his flaws. I don’t. He might not see it as his flaws either.”

Abang said,
“refused to be with people, freaked out by the girl who loves him, seriously? He should be thankful. I don’t understand why you like such guy. He’s not worth to die for. He can’t even appreciate, for the love of god. Get over him.”

I said,
“not helping. I managed to love him for two years, WITHOUT even talking to him. What do you expect? This is entirely mate’s fault. He should fix this.”

Abang said,
“yeah, I see your problem now. You’re damn stubborn. What else can you do? Wait for him? Ahh give me a break! I tell you, no matter what you do, it will not soften him. He can’t see. He can’t think. This is suicide. He’s not the one who killed you. It’s you.”

I said,
“yeah. Damn stubborn. I see that too.”

Abang said,
“excuse me, are you sure he’s not gay?”

I said,
“HE IS NOT. I think. Entah.. Pretty sure he isn’t lah. Tapi I did think pasal atu with arip dulu.. entah ah..”

Abang said,
“nah, his actions said it. I wonder how it feels to be in love with a gay. Padantah ia inda mau.. rupanyaa..”

I said,
“this conversation is so over.”


What made me laugh the most was arip’s suggestion.

“kenapakan kau ani? Mun banci gtau banci wah. Inda payah ko menyakitkan hatiku catu. Buduh banar.”

Something like that. Talor tu. Hahahahahaha! Aku imagine mukaku time cakap catu arah ia.

“yang kau emosi kenapa? Heran ku eh. Marah2 macam bab* kesadakan ani. Inda payah mental mcm p**i ayam.”
“elek saja.. lama2 besa 2..”

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Bloodshed.

JEREMY GAVE MY PASSWORD BACK, THANK GOD.


sadly, i haven't repair my laptop yet, so i won't be updating this as frequent as i used to.
and i'm a bit heartbroken.


meanwhile, i present you, a new skin by toomunch, one of the greater among the greatest skinner.
-_- bollocks. (i lost my mind, don't bother.)



dear dfj:

you,
heartlessly walk away from me..
you,
killed me with just an action,
a single action,
what have i done to deserve such hatred?
such coldness?
what is it that,
betrayed me?
disqualifies me?
one chance is all i ask..
just one chance..


no,
i'm the undead,
shoot me, stab me,
i will rise again,
to haunt you,
because,
unconditional love is my power
patience is my strength,
and if i have to wait,
another year, even century,
i will.


for now,
i just want,
to express my greatest,
gratitude,
for the torments,
pains and cuts,
i have received,
exclusively from you,
my love.




yeah. what a crappy, shitty, bullshit, bollock poem. i made this in like, three minutes only.
so don't judge me. i just want to write what i felt AT THE VERY MOMENT.
damn, aku rasa kan tumbuk ia saja awal ani, banar.. sakit hati ku ihhhhhhh.
-_____-


update cerita ku since aku boring berabis..
i thought the poem was short. it's one hell of a poem rupanya.. it was meant to be short pulang. bah bagi arah taylor swift. buat lagu. since kami selalu relate. HAHAHA. i don't understand why dalam movie, it seems easy to get the guy you liked. in my case, it is damn hard. leena's right, it's hard to be with someone who repels anything (everything). yet i still want him. i want himmmmmm and him! i want nobody, nobody but you, nya si __. something's wrong with me. i'm pretty certain there's something wrong. who would possibly let happiness go and pursue a misery instead? i tried to avoid cussing when i talk about this. but i can't. fucked up. i swore to stop blogging about him, i can't. head is packed with his name. everything i do, i do it for you~ yeoh sialan. he made me say some ridiculous stuffs i have never said before. like, dari hati ke hati lah, ingin difahami lah. totally disgusting. that is not me. arip knew this well. kambang buluku ih. bah sudah tah complain saja ani. inda jua ia faham. YATAH AKU MAHU DIFAHAMI. eseh. entah eh. fuck you. ia inda jua baca ni kan? i'm free to write about anything. jgn saja mention fullnamenya. karang appear arah search engine. mana tau ada fool yg type namanya arah search engine (MACAM AKU JUA.. talor.).. why can't he see my love? WHYY? why can't he appreciate me? is this some sort of fucking karma? kali jua ah. karma kali. I HAVE BEEN INVISIBLY LOVING YOU FOR FUCKING TWO YEARS WAH BABI. PAHAM KO KA? tumbuk ko karang eh inda pandai paham ani. tapi ada urang atu suka aku 5 tahunss udah. kesian dia.. sorry lai, aku suka urang lain sudah. =) i believe aku kata "BAH SUDAH" kan tadi? banyak ceritaku ni ah. becakap sorang2 ani siuk wah. =__=

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Bubbles

I have always dreamt of marrying an Einstein, or Frankenstein. A weird person. That’d explain why I love him. Maybe.

As couple, we don’t meet each other very often, yet our hearts belong to each other. We hardly talk, yet we think about each other. Isn’t it interesting? Besides, I don’t like to go out and meet people. Confidence problem.

And all of a sudden, we married. How did we marry? It’s a private ceremony attended by our closed ones. Forget the fact that I dreamt of lavish ceremony.

As newlywed, we live different lives. We have our honeymoon but we stay in different hotel rooms. We go separate ways, we visit different places alone. By the end of the day, we meet and talk about our days. Then we go back to our rooms. We only make love once a week, just to fulfill our jobs as spouses.

And by luck we have two children. Our children don’t talk to each other just like us the parents. But we do love our family. We dine together and watch TV together, silently. Damn interesting!

One word: TALOR!!!
Okay, stop laughing! It’s my bubble, let me live in my interesting bubble. I’d rather live in my bubble forever. This reminds me of one song.
I'm forever blowing bubbles
Pretty bubbles in the air
They fly so high
They reach the sky
And like my dreams they fade and die
Fortune's always hiding, I've looked everywhere
I'm forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air.
United! United


Love made us stupid, no? When I was cleaning my bathroom, suddenly he popped up in my mind.

Do you realize that my previous entries were all about him? Yeah. I can’t help it.
Dream like you die tomorrow. -_-

p/s: I was asked to attend a science and maths test for midwifery. So nervous. I am stupid in maths, and he is a genius. Can I ask him to teach me? (merely an excuse to think about him a while.) and by the way, if people ask me where do I study, I shall say, “UBD, Institute of Medicine.” Yes, like Jeremy! Yeah! Jeremy had been teaching me human anatomy. Thank you darling! Why midwifery you ask? Because I want to continue my family legacy! Okay, that was a bit exaggerating. My mum is a midwife and six of my aunties are nurses. So yes. Ecstatic!


"buleh putarkan lagu?"
"inda bah inda! kau ani pemajal ah. menelipun dua tiga kali sejam."
"putarkan bah."
"bah eh lagu apa?"
"jit jit semut sapa sakit naik atas."
"fuck off."

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar laptop
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car bathroom I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar laptop
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car bathroom I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see