One thing led to another

Oh fuck. I want Fallout: New Vegas.

Now I haven't finished writing my FF, and this Fallout is finally released. Damn.

 

Then, there's Call Of Duty: Black Ops

Release Date:

US: November 9, 2010 

 

And then, there's Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood.

Release Date:

US: November 16, 2010 

 

I'm bleeding. I'm bleeding to death. I'm beyond help. 

Anyway..

I think I agree that karma is a bitch.

You see, there's this guy, he once liked me when I belonged to another. I liked him too, but I didn't have the heart to break up with my guy. Then, I'm single. There's nothing preventing me to be with the guy I liked, right? But I was wrong. He was already taken when I met him. He still like me, apparently. And I him. Problem is, I want him all for myself. I have and will never share. What's mine, must be mine alone. I am fucking possessive, but what I am not, is hypocrite. I don't want to deal with drama, not again. Not ever. 

 

I would never ask him to choose between me and his girlfriend because, see, if he knew that I am single, and his heart is fixed on me, he'd leave her in a heartbeat. I don't have to ask. But he didn't so obviously, he still want his girl too. So the only option left is for me to walk away. And that's exactly what I did. Walk away. Maybe next time. 

 

Eric Johnson vs Eric Northman

It's hard to be faithful..I'm sorry.. I haven't exactly crossed the path yet, but someone else has been occupying my mind now.. I guess it's worse than actually cross the path, right? You said,, it's okay if you have 10 others to warm your bed at night, but to have your heart feels for one, that's not your lover, it's painful.. I know.. I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to do that..

But what can I do, he's as hot.. He's a detective.

And you wanna know what else is fucked up?

His name is ERIC. Eric Johnson.

No, I'm not in love. Yes, he's been on my mind. But only that. I swear I don't love him. How can I love someone that's not you? You're still my number one..

Alexander Skarsgard.. He's a cop, but you're so much better.. You're a marine. You're taller.. You're yummier. Those eyes.. Yummy.

Kidding!!

Hey, a writer every now and then gotta have a wide imagination, right? But really. Eric Johnson is hot as hell. Second only to *my* Eric. *dreamy eyes*

Now where the fuck is my mate?! I haven't talked to him since.. Forever! Mate, where are you? I give you until Saturday, if you still won't come out from wherever you're hiding, I'm filing a missing person report! 

YOU THINK I'M FUNNY? HA! TRY ME!

Narcissistic much?

What are examples of a narcissist's behavior in a relationship?

 

In the beginning, he is so considerate of you, and seems to understand you like no one else. He is very self assured, and this is what pulls you in. It makes him insanely attractive. He doesn't get very upset for you when you are upset. He is shallow, you feel that there is something missing in your emotional bond. You feel that you can't crack his shell.

Another thing that I notice is that he doesn't talk about childhood experiences. He does however tell of all of the mean people that did him wrong. He is eternally the victim. No matter how much pain you have experienced, his is always greater. When you fight about anything, he will accuse you of the very thing that he is guilty of. When he has done something really wrong to you, when you find him out, instead of soothing you, he will just get madder at you. Cannot see the actual problem in an argument but only hears the words you say and uses them against you. Very, very hypocritical. He may seem to ignore you for awhile, that is because he has found narcissistic supply somewhere else. This could be a woman, a co-worker, a friend, anything to feed his ego. When that runs out, he will be back to you for more supply.

These people are like aliens. They have trouble keeping jobs, because they can't get along with people that have a mind of their own. They have no friendships that have lasted. They are irresponsible with bills. They will argue about the smallest thing forever. They lie about everything from what their dad does for a living to denying their cheating. He thinks that every woman wants him, when in fact most are rolling their eyes at his ridiculous behavior. He works on himself not the relationship. examples of this are going to a gym, taking extracurricular classes. playing an instrument. He will cry about things, but your tears mean nothing. They annoy him.

If you are involved with one if these monsters, it is said that they cannot change. I know that anything is possible with God, but I spent 14 years of my life dealing with this kind of relationship, and I am just now realizing how nice it would be to be with someone that cared about my feelings and helped in the relationship. I have finally lost the attraction to my N. I read every thing I could about narcissism, and it all clicked. When you get the facts, it takes the mystery and attraction away, and you can smile again.


Source: Answer.com.

Sounds familiar, no? :)

Rackcoon babe!

One of these days, I will treat me a 1080p 46' Samsung HDTV and some Sony subwoofer. I love you Microsoft! I love you, Sony! Way to waste my cash. Yay.

Now go and dry-hump my 360.

karak game - said Arif
psychofreak - said Mali

Awwww.. I love you guys too. :)

Jabber.

So.. I asked my dear friend, does he preferred Female Shepard or Male Shepard? He said,

If I have to stare at an ass for thirty hours, I want it to be a woman's.

Absurd. I mean, what's wrong with my ass?  =/

But then again, I'm in love with my badass and yummy Male Shepard. Gotta love that fine abs!

I've seen Resident Evil: Afterlife. Thanks Mali for dragging me.

I hate dramas. This ain't no Hollywood, baby. I'd do everything in my power to stay the hell away from it. Every problem has a simple way to be resolved, why settle on dramas? You just need to know what is it that you want and then, stand your ground. Voila! Problem solved. I do not want to deal with it so fuck off. Call me when it's over.

Another thing I'm happy about is:

Awwwww......... What happened, Livvie?
No, wait. You know what? Don't answer that. I don't care.


And I'd like to applaud Berbatov. Though I still don't like him, I'd take anyone who put Manchester on top.

Now, I'm going to switch on my xbox, insert a disk, plug in my earmuff, sit in front on the tv quietly, and glue my hands on the controller. Works for you? Works for me.

Oh, one more thing. I have a connection problem. I can't receive/send message, browse or even call any number. Some of my friends got this problem too. I guess 3G's acting up again. Sigh.