He is..

He has come a long way from a small insignificant role to a box office lead man..

He was Pvt. James W. Miller in 2001's Band of Brother

The first time I saw him.

He was Mr Tumnus The Faun, in 2005's The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe.

The first time I thought he's cute.

He was Dr. Nicholas Garrigan in 2006's The Last King Of Scotland.

The first time he piqued my interest.

When he starred as Thomas Leffroy, in 2007's Becoming Jane, all hell broke loose. Anyone who knows me would know the reasons. ;p

BECAUSE, I love that era, I love Jane Austen, and I love English accents. For me, that movie was perfect. Anne Hathaway, him, the era, Jane Austen. Since then, I've become obsessed over him and Hathaway.

I watched every following movies he starred. And it wasn't disappointing. Most stars would become lousy and their performances would be awful after times, but he didn't. Every new movie, he just become more and more hot, more talented than the previous one. Even if the movie has a boring storyline, he'd make it tolerable. He's amazing..

Awesome in 2007's Penelope as Johnny Martin/Max..

Sexy in 2007's Atonement as Robbie Turner. No, I wasn't talking about the love scene with Keira Knightley against the bookshelves. Oh fuck, who am I kidding. YES THAT TOO! Sssssmmookin' hot!

Bad-ass in 2008's Wanted as Wesley Gibson.

Cute in 2010's Gnomeo and Juliet, as Gnomeo, along with one of my favorite Emily Blunt as his Juliet.

Charming in 2011's X-Men: First Class. My friend was like, "eeh I didn't know you're a fan of X-men." Oh I'm not. Never been. I watched it solely because of him. *snickers*

I'm waiting for The Conspirator now. The story itself is brilliant.

So, do you know who I was worshiping?

Yes dearies.. It's..
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JAMES MCAVOY!

He isn't sexiest man alive. No, that title is for ALEXANDER SKARSGARD only.. But there's something about McAvoy entices me.

Just, love him. Awh!!

Anyway.. I cried when I watched So Far Away MV. I really fuckin' cried. I missed The Rev. I know, I know... It doesn't makes sense because I don't know him blahblah.. It's just that, I feel pity for the next generation. The world has lost one great talented drummer.

Never feared for anything.. Never shamed but never free..

A life that healed a broken heart with all that it could..

Lived a life so endlessly..Saw beyond what others see..

I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could..

Will you stay? Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned..

Place and time always on my mind..

I have so much to say but you're so far away..

Plans of what our future holds.. Foolish lies of growing old..

It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold..

A final song, a last request.. A perfect chapter laid to rest..

Now and then I try to find a place in my mind..

Where you can stay.. Where you can stay awake forever..

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid..

The ones that we love are here with me..

Lay away a place for me..

'Cus the soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way..

To live eternally..

I love you, you were ready..

The pain is strong and urges rise..

But I'll see you when it lets me..

Your pain is gone, your hands are tied..

So far away and I need you to know..