Happy New Year!

~~~~~

Should auld acquaintance be forgot

and never brought to mind?

Should auld acquaintance be forgot

and days of auld lang syne?

For auld lang syne, my dear,

for auld lang syne,

we'll take a cup of kindness yet,

for auld lang syne.

~~~~~

Harbingers of happiness, awake!
And dreams abandoned, return from restless sleep!
Past hopes, whom bitter wanderers forsake,
Promise once again what will might reap!
Years turn and turn, at each new turn reborn,
New imagined by redeemers new,
Each in turn vouchsafed a festive dawn,
Wind driven towards a sky of darker hue.
Yearning is of innocence a cause,
Embracing with delight what ought to be,
As once a year even truth takes pause,
Reflecting on what other eyes might see.

An unusual poem for Happy New Year.

For Auld Lang Syne.. 

"Remember no man is a failure who has friends."
-It's A Wonderful Life (1946)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Who's there?

Aisehmen. Sapakan tu? Btw balikan aku ani ah:

Tea Tree Bodywash.

White Musk Sumptuous Silk Shower Gel

Aku punya abis sudah. Lupa ku bali. Pfffft. Kalau inda jangan kau balik. Ku buat banner arah custom atu, namamu yg ko bawa barang2 prohibited. Biar kana tahan.

Wedding and realization.

My brother's wedding ceremony was last night. I felt terribly bored. Pfft, not surprising, since I'd always find myself to be suicidal in an event that doesn't involve xbox. Seriously, I felt like I was gonna throw myself on the road and let cars hit me. Usually when I'm at function like this, Macchu would always be at home, and we'll talk via MSN, him on his laptop, me on my phone. But last night, he was.. not available. Not to mention, Mali and I were on a bad term. Still are, actually. Disaster!

On our way to Jame' Asr Hassanal Bolkiah Mosque, where my brother's wedding was taken place at, we stopped by at gas station in Tutong. Guess what.... I saw Dixie's car! I was elated beyond words, and the very first thing on my mind was..... screaming to Macchu. Then I remembered, again, that he's not at home. *sigh

Then when my brother's gifts (Hantaran) from his wife, there's a big ALIENWARE box! I was entranced. I wanted to jump up and down, but I knew I had to control myself. I, for the second time now, wanted to scream at Macchu, which, for the second time, was not available. I thought about calling Mali, and again, we're not speaking. Pfft.

Then it hit me that I don't have other friends to talk to, when I'm joyous, or sad, or angry, other than Macchu and Mali. How did my world become so small?

Oh yeah, because I had severed all ties with my friends, because they don't genuinely care. At least that's what I thought. I know I don't. Boo! I'd been content living in solitude.

And with actually being in the ceremony, I realized that I don't see myself introducing anyone to my family anytime soon. Sure I see bringing Macchu, but he's a family, in a way. And perhaps Mali, as a friend. Never boyfriend.

Because the only guy I would bring, is the guy my brother does not approve of.

BOOOO!

I will never be able to forget him, will I?

Bastard. I hate you for having this kind of power over myself. Because of you, I lied to myself, every single day, that I'm not ready for commitments because I liked being single, when in all honesty, I feared that it will end up tearing me viciously apart, like you did. I hate you.

Macchu and Braveheart with dragons.

.... 10.30PM

A6. says:

OMG! hyeee~

A6. just sent you a nudge.

A6. says:

oi

nes. says:
HAIIIIIII
OMG
A6. says:

OMG

nes. says:
hahaha
A6. says:

OMGOMGOMG

hahhaahhahaha

nes. says:
pastu di nudge. pastu, oi.
A6. says:

gila aku baru bangun tu kau msg aku.

nes. says:
hahaha
A6. says:

hahahahha

(hahahahaha OMG!)

....10.25PM

A6. says:

anyway, aku deactivate fb sudah.

nes. said (10:26 PM):
kenapa?
A6. says:

deactivate lah, aku bah kan belayar.

hahahah.

nes. says:
eh sapa balikan kau baju tu?
fb ah?
A6. says:

abgku.

ia ke bandung.

nes. says:
aku mau
A6. says:

nada. satu saja.

aku mau jua rasa disana sekali.

nes. says:
i've been there
booooooo
A6. says:
setaie ni eh t-boo boo.
nes. says:
2 hari before tsunami masa 2412.
boo. < mali tu awal2
A6. says:

ahahaha

siok di sana?

nes. says:
inda brapa
A6. says:

inda tah ku jadi. aku ke bangkok saja.

nes. says:
ikut
A6. says:

ikut tah. haha

(boooo sakit hati!)

....10.45PM

nes. says:
i'm back
A6. says:

sup bro

haha

nes. says:
sup
apa kan tu?
A6. says:

wassup

nes. says:
apa tu?
A6. says:

whats up

nes. says:
atu apa tu?
A6. says:

apakan

nes. says:
whats up atu bah
apa tah tu?
A6. says:

setaie eh

nes. says:
proper answernya apatah tu?
hahahahahahaha
A6. says:

baie

(sup bro? hahahahaha)

....11.45PM

A6. says:

aku kan buka facebook skajap eh

hahahah

nes. says:
boo inda tahan
A6. says:

sekajap saja

nes. says:
boo
A6. says:

boo!@

nes. says:
boo!@#
hahahahahaha

(Jaditah ko buka? booo!)

.... 12.00 AM

nes. says:
ko pernah liat cerita braveheart?
A6. says:

pernah kali

yg ada dragon atu kah

nes. says:
cuba ko google
-_-
A6. says:

hahahaha

jap

inda ku pernah liat tu

tapi mcm pernah

nes. says:
siuk tu
love it
A6. says:

pasal apa

nes. says:
pasal ia scottish & mel gibson HAHAHAHAHA
oi aku off pukul 1240 ah
A6. says:

hahaha apakanz.

aight.

(Yg ada dragon ah........ Pacah.....)

.... 12.15 AM

nes. says:
abgku nikah di masjid yg dakat mall tu
jame asri
A6. says:

siok tu

nes. says:
dpt bgambar kah tu?
A6. says:

aku pernah sana.

dapat

nes. says:
brijap tuu
A6. says:

apa yg brijapnya

haha

nes. says:
arah tempat bewudhu bini2
sunyi
mun ada serial killer, mati sudah ku tu
urg sembahyang, aku teriak. inda jua durang ingau tu
khusyuk sudah
A6. says:

hahahaha mijin

("awu. LOL.." HAHAHAHAH babiiis. Aku lupa yg ani, mijin lagi kalau aku kana tarik dapan urg sembahyang.. Bedarah2 lah. Kali pulis tanya, "teliat kita ni?" durang jawap, "inda, aku sembahyang.." hahahaha khusyuk banar..)

.... 12.25 AM

nes. says:
ehhh
nanti aku mau jalan around the world
aku mau gambar2, pastu simpan dalam blog..
kira cam aku jalan ke singapore, aku describe apa yg ada disana.. bla bla bla..
siuk tu..
A6. says:

aku join.

nes. says:
ko jadi cameraman
A6. says:

manasaja.

dream city mu dimana
nes. says:
nada dmana2.
we're gonna travel blindly
go to tourist attractions
you do your job, i do mine
A6. says:

sofia bulgaria!

stephen avenue.

macchu picchu.

nes. says:
macam journalist lah
A6. says:

yes

siok tu

nes. says:
cute oh, macchu picchu
cute namanya
A6. says:

awu cute hahaha

nes. says:
ko bawa cameramu, aku bawa bukuku
siukkkkk
A6. says:

siooooook

damn

aku mau tu

nes. says:
aku pun
start yg murah lah dulu
jgn tarus2 ke US
ke sabah, sarawak, KL, singapore
eh salah
singapore, KL, thailand, philippines
simpan gambar arah blog, buat advert.
pastu sudah ramai urg click advert, tani kaya, barutah jalan tempat yg mahal
A6. says:

siooooook

damn

nes. says:
i knooow
A6. says:

baru travelling

nes. says:
tapi kalau tani keraja, paksa tah minta cuti tu eh
A6. says:

awu minta cuti lah tu

nes. says:
one week one country
mun gaji tani basar lah tu jua
one week is a long period
mana lagi bayar hotel, makan, transport
jgntah shopping. bali souvenir sdikit saja
A6. says:

awuuu

mun aku souvenir tu janji ada saja.

janji ada brg yg tani pernah kesana atu

nes. says:
souvenir yg tani pernah kesana lah
awu hahaha
A6. says:

awu
hahahahha

nes. says:
great minds think alike.
eseh
hahahaha
A6. says:

hahahahah

sudah atu

nes. says:
mana lagi bayar tampat masuk tu. ish mun banyak usin..
A6. says:

pndai pndai save duit lah

singapore lah first place tani aga.

nightlife sana is pretty awesome!

aku mun di singapore, tidur aher.

aku tidur pukul 5.

jalan jalan saja sana.

jalan kaki.

nes. says:
sendiri ko jalan kaki
hahahaha
tani bawa myzah, tapi tani jalan buat kraja, ia biar tinggal di hotel
pagi - patang myzah tinggal hotel. malam, ko usai gambar arah laptop, aku buat blog. myzah clubbing sampai pagi.
tiap2 hari tah catu
hahahaha
A6. says:

hahahahhahaha

sandi!

aku malam malam jalan eh

nes. says:
exhausted tu eh
A6. says:

inda ku kira.

rugi kali ah tidur awal

nes. says:
balik kebrunei, ampar dua hari inda bangun2. urg tanya, kenapa. ehhh pasal durang time disingapore inda betidur. 4 hari straight.
A6. says:

hahahaha

gila tu eh

nes. says:
si myzah sakit, tani ampar
kenapa si myzah sakit? pasal durang dua suruh ia clubbing sampai pagi, pagi baru tidur
A6. says:

hahahahah

sandi

nes. says:
hahaha
inda menjadi trip durang
hahahahaha
A6. says:

aku inda tidur tu pagi. kul 5 baru tidur sampai kul 10.

lpas atu jalan lagi.

nes. says:
sunrise rugged jua
rugi ko
A6. says:

awu

eh

inda

biasa sudah

sunset yg rugged

nes. says:
tapi kalau tanii tinggal hotel, atas bangunan, lawa
aku slalu liat arah movie
A6. says:

awuu

rooftop

nes. says:
tapi blog tani lain dari yg lain
pasal tourist slalu utamakan tempat2 mcm attraction, tani utamakan yg inda famous lah
mcm kedai damit2, apa yg special dsana
A6. says:

awuuu.

mcm kdai lama.

kdai yg famous among singaporean lah

bukan kdai yg famous among tourists.

nes. says:
awu
see, great minds.
tapi more like aku lah
aku kan tidur wah
esok aku jalan wah..
A6. says:

hahahahhahaahaha

tadi kau kan off kul 1240

(Yatah kan.. Sadar pun.. Aku kan tidur pukul 1240.. Tani dua aniii.. Mun angan2, inda ingat jam. Angan-angan is our favorite pastime. HAHA! We are fighting dreamers! Yeoh lagu naruto. Cuba ko google. Lawa tu lagunya.)

.... 01.30AM

nes. says:
aku save ni, aku buat arah blog.
hahaha
A6. says:

bah off taah.

buat laah

siok tu ah

damn!

nes. says:
awu
esok sambung
bah
A6. says:

insyallah esok mun ku masih di brunei

hahahhaa

(Kan memajal tu yaa.. Kan memajal tuu.. Mun dilayan, sampai pukul 3 tu krg..)

Yatah keraja kami ni every night. Angan-angan saja. Kuat angan-angan.

Macchu Picchu atu, cali ah. Macam memajal bunyinya kan mau cute atu. Sudah tah Macchu, Picchu lagi. Banarnya namanya ani Masu Pisu kali. Tapi inda lawa.. Yatah ia mau cute. Macchu Picchu lah. Yatah from now on, aku panggil si arip, the Ret Macchu. Pasal kadang2 ia cematu. Mau kana ucap cute. Boo. Macamtah urg inda sadar. Boo!! Kalau kan offline, inda buleh cakap "Bah." Mun cakap "bah", ertinya 3 jam delay tu. Selalu tu catu. Pukul 12, "bah off ku dulu." Tapi offnya pukul 3.

It's an Orange world.

It is I, who see the sun with orange beams.

It is I, who give an orange silhouette.

It is I, who live under orange skies.

It is I, who swim the orange ocean.

It is I, who walk on orange grass.

It is I, who soak with orange raindrops.

It is I, who breathe the orange breath.

It is I, who cries orange tears.

It is I, who bleed orange blood.

 

It is I, who see the world with no other color,

but orange.